I was adopted by my (step) father...(who sadly is not around anymore)...
I decided a few years ago to trace my real father...
Was glad I did in a way...Although when we first met it was very strange and rather cold...
But I still never got the answers I was after...As to why he left my mother when she was pregnant with me..
We still became friends...
You don't always find the answers you are looking for when looking for original parents...You should never expect to or you can feel very let down.